And this same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs from his glorious riches, which have been given to us in Christ Jesus.- Philipians 4:19
Merry Christmas! I trust you are all keeping in mind the real reason for the season as we all scramble to finish up shopping and prepping! I have always loved Christmas and look forward to that exciting time between Thanksgiving and Christmas, it always feels so magical! I remember how long it used to seem as a kid, waiting for Christmas to come.. it seemed like eons between the two Holidays.. boy does THAT change when you're an adult. Haha!
This year though, I'll admit I have been a little disconnected. I am not a lover of shopping.. spending money makes me feel ill and it also makes me feel guilty. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing my son's face light up when Christmas morning comes, or my husband get excited over a new gadget.. but in the back of my mind something is always pulling my thoughts to those suffering. I hate how Christmas has become so stressful, I hate that I know people are destroying themselves financially and sadly some times ending up taking tragic turns. Admittedly, this year is a first since our son has been born that we haven't had to turn to credit cards, or struggled to buy gifts.. but in a way for me it's been harder. I feel wrong for having a little extra, for finally catching a break and I ask myself "why?" We are hard and honest workers, we are God fearing and thankful for what we have, so why the guilt? Then I came to realize, it's no so much guilt.. it's compassion. It's having been through those hard times, having walked across the hot coals. It's that still small voice saying "remember me". It's God reminding me where I have been, and why I am where I am today and giving me ways to help others in the place I once was.
I heard of a friend who helped another and she described the look of children's faces as they tore through boxes of shampoo and food with joy. It was not so long ago my family and I were there. It's foreign to some how much joy a simple box of essentials can bring to those in need. Just this past summer we had about $15.00 to feed our family of 3, for 2 weeks. It was that week I walked in to our hallway to find a big white box sent from my husband's co-worker, full of meats and wept in thanksgiving. God carried us, it wasn't an easy time by any means.. but some how our needs were always met.
Isn't that always like our God?
He supplies all we need. However, I don't think He ever intends us to have MORE than we need, and I think a lot of us desire that at times. He gives unto us, so that we can give unto others. He blesses us with gifts whether it be financially, spiritually, intellectually.. so that we may in turn bless others. THIS IS AN AMAZING GIFT! He wants us to share in His EXCITEMENT and JOY.. what else would these feelings be described as but heavenly? He gave the ultimate gift, His son and in that alone we should be overjoyed! We spread a little glimpse of that joy, in that same attitude of giving as He provides for us to give. This isn't limited to just Christmas, or just gifts. All year long we have the gift of giving hope and love; the simple things, the essentials. If your gift is encouragement, give it.. if you are given financial blessings, bless others.. or if the only possession you have is time, give it. WHY? Because God has blessed you with what you have, so that you can bless others.
From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded; and from the one who has been entrusted with much, much more will be asked.- Luke 12:48
Blessings to you and yours this Christmas <><
A Life Not My Of Own
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Think of others
“I have the right to do anything,” you say—but not everything is beneficial. “I have the right to do anything”—but not everything is constructive. No one should seek their own good, but the good of others. 1 Corinthians 10:23&24
Sometimes I look around, and I see things that anger me. I see things I am doing, or ways I am thinking and need to fall to my knees once again. I see people hurting and I see nobody there to lift them up. I hear slander and gossip, I see so many pointing fingers and constantly searching for flaws. What are we creating by doing this? What do we hope to accomplish? Why do we constantly allow the urge of revenge to well up and take over our conscience?
It's so easy to put the blame on someone else for the way you are feeling. It's so easy to just blast another for the wrongs they have done, but what really happens is self destruction. We don't need to constantly rake through others lives to find the blood diamonds that stain their lives, we have plenty of our own. We should be constantly sifting through our own motives and finding the imperfections we need to improve on. We should be lifting up each other in prayer even if we don't agree with a particular person's standing. As we lift them in prayer, we're asking God to humble and heal us, and for His will to be done.
As we go about our lives, we need to be aware of our actions and words. There comes a time in Christian maturity where we "know better". Out of all the things that have come to pass, what bothers me the most is how we, as the examples we're supposed to be, have handled ourselves. We have thrown each other in to the pits, and laughed as we walk away, gloating of our supposed accomplishment. We have slandered and gnarled our teeth, we have lied and raised fists. Brothers and sisters, this has greatly affected those younger in faith. It has taught them to be hardened against the beauty of newness and hate growth that change brings. It has made us look no different than a group of drunkards brawling at a tailgate party. It's shameful and disappointing.
We are not gaining a gold star because we are finding wrong in others. We are not doing ourselves good by stepping on our brother or sister to make ourselves a pedestal. Be aware of how you perceive others, and do your best not to influence your opinion up on some one else. If someone wrongs you, sure call them out on it, but follow the protocol that was given to us in Matthew 18. Words are so easily spilled to intensify a problem, but it takes good character to conduct them to rectify one.
Think about it, it takes more effort to pull a trigger, than to hold out your hand in a peace offering.
Love in Christ <><
19 Have you been thinking all along that we have been defending ourselves to you? We have been speaking in the sight of God as those in Christ; and everything we do, dear friends, is for your strengthening. 20 For I am afraid that when I come I may not find you as I want you to be, and you may not find me as you want me to be. I fear that there may be discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, slander, gossip, arrogance and disorder. 21 I am afraid that when I come again my God will humble me before you, and I will be grieved over many who have sinned earlier and have not repented of the impurity, sexual sin and debauchery in which they have indulged.- 2 Corinthians 12:19-21
Sometimes I look around, and I see things that anger me. I see things I am doing, or ways I am thinking and need to fall to my knees once again. I see people hurting and I see nobody there to lift them up. I hear slander and gossip, I see so many pointing fingers and constantly searching for flaws. What are we creating by doing this? What do we hope to accomplish? Why do we constantly allow the urge of revenge to well up and take over our conscience?
It's so easy to put the blame on someone else for the way you are feeling. It's so easy to just blast another for the wrongs they have done, but what really happens is self destruction. We don't need to constantly rake through others lives to find the blood diamonds that stain their lives, we have plenty of our own. We should be constantly sifting through our own motives and finding the imperfections we need to improve on. We should be lifting up each other in prayer even if we don't agree with a particular person's standing. As we lift them in prayer, we're asking God to humble and heal us, and for His will to be done.
As we go about our lives, we need to be aware of our actions and words. There comes a time in Christian maturity where we "know better". Out of all the things that have come to pass, what bothers me the most is how we, as the examples we're supposed to be, have handled ourselves. We have thrown each other in to the pits, and laughed as we walk away, gloating of our supposed accomplishment. We have slandered and gnarled our teeth, we have lied and raised fists. Brothers and sisters, this has greatly affected those younger in faith. It has taught them to be hardened against the beauty of newness and hate growth that change brings. It has made us look no different than a group of drunkards brawling at a tailgate party. It's shameful and disappointing.
We are not gaining a gold star because we are finding wrong in others. We are not doing ourselves good by stepping on our brother or sister to make ourselves a pedestal. Be aware of how you perceive others, and do your best not to influence your opinion up on some one else. If someone wrongs you, sure call them out on it, but follow the protocol that was given to us in Matthew 18. Words are so easily spilled to intensify a problem, but it takes good character to conduct them to rectify one.
Think about it, it takes more effort to pull a trigger, than to hold out your hand in a peace offering.
Love in Christ <><
19 Have you been thinking all along that we have been defending ourselves to you? We have been speaking in the sight of God as those in Christ; and everything we do, dear friends, is for your strengthening. 20 For I am afraid that when I come I may not find you as I want you to be, and you may not find me as you want me to be. I fear that there may be discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, slander, gossip, arrogance and disorder. 21 I am afraid that when I come again my God will humble me before you, and I will be grieved over many who have sinned earlier and have not repented of the impurity, sexual sin and debauchery in which they have indulged.- 2 Corinthians 12:19-21
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Mountain top by mountain top
This righteousness is given through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference between Jew and Gentile, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.- Romans 3:22-24
There is quite a lot about this scripture that has really just dug itself in to my heart. There's so much said in a profound yet simple way.. the most important of which is it's pointing that nobody gets to the kingdom on their own! Just as equally important, not one of us is more deserving of His grace than the other. In fact not one of us is worthy of His grace AT ALL. This is just another point that proves our God is GREATER. In His perfection, He has forgiven our flaws.. why should we not try to do the same? Because one of us struggles with something the other doesn't.. or has wronged a person who is dear to us.. doesn't make them less than us in His eyes. Who's to say you that you would have reacted differently if put in similar situation? Aren't we all victims of sin and bad choices? Haven't we at one point or another wronged another person or God Himself?
I believe in the saying that time heals... it takes time to close opened wounds. It also takes humility and surrender, even if it takes one day at a time. The important part is to keep walking forward. The past is a learning experience, and certain situations may trigger memories or past feelings. We are human and feelings are part of our nature, the crucial factor is what we do with those feelings. So what do we do when our past jumps in our face? Pick it up, and hand it back to God. (It's kind of like that annoying sock that seems to always fall out of the laundry basket on your way up the stairs.. you have to pick it up and put it back) Every time we overcome in Him, is another mountain top we have reached. Moving forward doesn't mean we will forget about the past, moving forward means we make a new beginning.
I think some times we think of ourselves as a surface. Like a counter-top perhaps. What do we do when some thing spills on a counter top? We clean it up... we use a sponge or paper towel and wipe it clean and the mess is gone. Our magnificent Lord made us with much more depth and much more intricate than a surface. We don't all work the same, therefore we are fixed differently. He knows our needs.. He knew before we even had a past. He is the only one who has the blue prints and tools to fix us up; if we allow Him to, He will.
In moving forward and healing, a huge reminder we all need is as sure as there is no God greater or higher than ours.. there is no brother or sister we are greater or higher than. Cancelled sin=cancelled social class. We were not meant to condemn one another, for only God holds the power and divine authority to do that, He is Ruler.
to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace that he lavished on us.- Ephesians 1:6-8
There is quite a lot about this scripture that has really just dug itself in to my heart. There's so much said in a profound yet simple way.. the most important of which is it's pointing that nobody gets to the kingdom on their own! Just as equally important, not one of us is more deserving of His grace than the other. In fact not one of us is worthy of His grace AT ALL. This is just another point that proves our God is GREATER. In His perfection, He has forgiven our flaws.. why should we not try to do the same? Because one of us struggles with something the other doesn't.. or has wronged a person who is dear to us.. doesn't make them less than us in His eyes. Who's to say you that you would have reacted differently if put in similar situation? Aren't we all victims of sin and bad choices? Haven't we at one point or another wronged another person or God Himself?
I believe in the saying that time heals... it takes time to close opened wounds. It also takes humility and surrender, even if it takes one day at a time. The important part is to keep walking forward. The past is a learning experience, and certain situations may trigger memories or past feelings. We are human and feelings are part of our nature, the crucial factor is what we do with those feelings. So what do we do when our past jumps in our face? Pick it up, and hand it back to God. (It's kind of like that annoying sock that seems to always fall out of the laundry basket on your way up the stairs.. you have to pick it up and put it back) Every time we overcome in Him, is another mountain top we have reached. Moving forward doesn't mean we will forget about the past, moving forward means we make a new beginning.
I think some times we think of ourselves as a surface. Like a counter-top perhaps. What do we do when some thing spills on a counter top? We clean it up... we use a sponge or paper towel and wipe it clean and the mess is gone. Our magnificent Lord made us with much more depth and much more intricate than a surface. We don't all work the same, therefore we are fixed differently. He knows our needs.. He knew before we even had a past. He is the only one who has the blue prints and tools to fix us up; if we allow Him to, He will.
In moving forward and healing, a huge reminder we all need is as sure as there is no God greater or higher than ours.. there is no brother or sister we are greater or higher than. Cancelled sin=cancelled social class. We were not meant to condemn one another, for only God holds the power and divine authority to do that, He is Ruler.
to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace that he lavished on us.- Ephesians 1:6-8
Thursday, October 13, 2011
God block
Psalm 15
A psalm of David. 1 LORD, who may dwell in your sacred tent?Who may live on your holy mountain?
2 The one whose walk is blameless,
who does what is righteous,
who speaks the truth from their heart;
3 whose tongue utters no slander,
who does no wrong to a neighbor,
and casts no slur on others;
4 who despises a vile person
but honors those who fear the LORD;
who keeps an oath even when it hurts,
and does not change their mind;
5 who lends money to the poor without interest;
who does not accept a bribe against the innocent.
Whoever does these things
will never be shaken.
No person on this earth matches this to a "T". Many strive, but we are human and we fall short, it's life. I wonder though when it's evident that some of us have dismissed these virtues (consciously or not) and they're involved in a position that affects us, do we approach them about it? Serving in any capacity that puts you "in charge" comes with mass amounts of accountability and trust has to be earned. I'm not a conspiracy theorist, but how do we get so easily rounded up, and put right back where we started? Where's the line between "God's plan" and "man's plan?" Do toes need to be stepped on to get beyond where we are? I get so stuck between what I see going on, and what is "right" as a Christian. The truth is, God is not going to wrestle us for control, He doesn't need to.. it's as pointless as arguing with a toddler. So when is it okay to NOT agree and be comfortable with the way things are going? I know God always takes care, but is it enough to sit back and say that, or do we at some point need to take action?
My friends, my heart is so broken and so heavy.. and some times I feel wrong for it. I feel wrong because I hear "there's unity" and "things are changing", but I don't see it and feel like I'm the only one. I feel like I've cried out to God so many times about the same thing over the past year, that He has me on "God block" (you know, like mom block when your kids are constantly calling your name?) I have had confirmations on some things, but I get insecure and wonder if they're my own thoughts instead. I pray that above anything God keeps me humble and helps me to be transparent, even when it's hard to be. If the change that needs to take place is in me, it is well and I embrace it.. but I pray for the wisdom and strength to not be cowardly or lead astray, but to stand firm in His truth and not be shaken.
6 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. 7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.- Peter 5:6&7
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
“I am the Lord, and I do not change."- Malachai 3:6
I've come to learn that there are 2 types of change. Some times we are asked to stand still as things change around us, and some times we are asked to change while things around us stay the same. Neither sort of change is better than the other.. but more often than not, they serve a greater purpose. Changes are stressful, and can be scary.. but they are necessary to fulfill plans God has for each of us. This word has come up in so many of my conversations and just in my life in general over the past few months. It's for this reason I love talking to people and learning about them.. people of all ages and backgrounds. It's the one thing we ALL have in common, the one thing we ALL face from time to time.. change is a never ending learning experience for everyone. It stretches us, molds us and keeps us fresh.
Whether we are happy, angry or sad about the change that lies ahead of us.. there's one thing I have observed about change.. we always get through it. It seems at times, like it has taken half a life time to get through it.. but we just do. WHY? There is one thing about change we can't see.. and never will understand.. it has always been "part of the plan". God composes love songs for each of us, and He already knows where the next note lays, and one after that... and the one after that. The composition may be difficult at different measures, but is always written flawlessly and played out in His time.
Change is a constant struggle because we're human, we don't like feeling out of the know.. but if we knew ahead of time, how many shorts cuts would we take? How many precious moments would we have missed out on? Change is scary and uncomfortable.. sometimes excited and needed as well.. but if you really embrace it and cling to God who is constant through it all, there are so many blessings in store! So today, I'm choosing to cling to His word and His promises.. and letting His love song for my life, ring in an unheard melody of praise to Him! To God be the Glory, great things He has done, and is doing and will forever continue to do!
11 But the Lord’s plans stand firm forever;
his intentions can never be shaken.- Psalm 33:11
Whether we are happy, angry or sad about the change that lies ahead of us.. there's one thing I have observed about change.. we always get through it. It seems at times, like it has taken half a life time to get through it.. but we just do. WHY? There is one thing about change we can't see.. and never will understand.. it has always been "part of the plan". God composes love songs for each of us, and He already knows where the next note lays, and one after that... and the one after that. The composition may be difficult at different measures, but is always written flawlessly and played out in His time.
Change is a constant struggle because we're human, we don't like feeling out of the know.. but if we knew ahead of time, how many shorts cuts would we take? How many precious moments would we have missed out on? Change is scary and uncomfortable.. sometimes excited and needed as well.. but if you really embrace it and cling to God who is constant through it all, there are so many blessings in store! So today, I'm choosing to cling to His word and His promises.. and letting His love song for my life, ring in an unheard melody of praise to Him! To God be the Glory, great things He has done, and is doing and will forever continue to do!
11 But the Lord’s plans stand firm forever;
his intentions can never be shaken.- Psalm 33:11
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Forgiveness walks with Compassion
Forgiveness is important... and though compassion is needed to forgive, the act of forgiving ensues compassion. In many ways forgiveness opens the doorway to healing, to rebuilding. It's not until the most pivotal moments that this compassion bears it's heels down and gives you a swift kick of realization. It caught me off guard this past week.. it gave me a jolt and opened my eyes to the precious blessings we receive when we allow ourselves to be free and open portals of His love. It was indeed a precious moment that broke my heart yet gave me such a feeling of victory and freedom. Not because this other being was visibly broken, but because I had victory over the feelings of bitterness and anger. When we learn the way of Christ and become more like Him in the way we act and live, the more we stomp on the head of the enemy. When we forgive we rid ourselves of the poison it produces, our hearts can once again be clean and in one accord. Compassion enables us to grieve for one another, to love in humility and with kindness. Forgiveness isn't something you do to make yourself or the other person feel better.. it's something you do so you can move forward.
11 Here there is no Gentile or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.
12 Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.
Colossians 3:11-13
11 Here there is no Gentile or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.
12 Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.
Colossians 3:11-13
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Masquerade
Masquerade
Stepping in to a crowd of fabricated smiles. Lined up in two rows, waiting to being.
The strings sing a sad song, a melody so sour. The dancing begins as all feelings dim.
The crowd becomes a mass of voices turning. So fast, so strong the walls turn to stone.
Spinning 'round and 'round in circles the colors start to blend, until everyone's painted the same.
We all play a guessing game, in this masquerade. - Jackie Kimball 2006
If there's one thing that wears on me in life, it's this game we all seem to play of masquerade. We put on these hideously designed masks of pure lies and self-hardened expressions. It's so painful and empty, and there's no contrast to our emotions. We are not cookie cutter people. We have been individually molded to be apart, but as one. Think about when you get a paper cut on your finger, you slap a band-aid over it and go on with your day; but it's so uncomfortable and distracting to wear. It's easier to leave the band-aid off, and use that finger more gently, and work with the others. Why is this not so in our lives?
Day in and day out, we call people friends. We are always running up to hear the story and give our advice, and while that's good, do you stop and think about that person after? How deep do you really take the words "I'll pray for you." when a friend says it to you, or you say it to them? Do your friends even REALLY know you? We need to share each-others burdens; Show mercy to another when we know they're going through hard times.
It's sad to me that people get so caught up in knowing the problems of everyone else's life, but don't spend time being part of the solution. There are hurting people among us, some who have stories they're afraid to share and be judged about. They don't need your sympathy, they need your compassion.. spend time listening and offering advice, but when you go home remember them. You can spew out words that make them feel encouraged, but when you're done speaking, remember them. Remember them and take time to let them know and more importantly be an intercessor for them. Take your needs to the cross, take theirs too.
I feel like we think we're all supposed to have these fairy-tale lives, and it's simply not true. Everyone one of us has a personality flaw, or financial problems or just life troubles in general. But God's words commands us to lay our burdens at His feet. Why should we act as if we don't "need" to do that? We should be so grateful to have a God who is willing to acknowledge us, and take our sorrow and fears. We need to kill our pride, and wash ourselves from this game of "perfect world" and just be real. Don't wallow in self-pity, but ask your friends to pray for you.. and pray for them as well.
Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. If anyone thinks they are something when they are not, they deceive themselves. Each one should test their own actions. Then they can take pride in themselves alone, without comparing themselves to someone else, for each one should carry their own load. Nevertheless, the one who receives instruction in the word should share all good things with their instructor.- Galatians 6:2-6
Stepping in to a crowd of fabricated smiles. Lined up in two rows, waiting to being.
The strings sing a sad song, a melody so sour. The dancing begins as all feelings dim.
The crowd becomes a mass of voices turning. So fast, so strong the walls turn to stone.
Spinning 'round and 'round in circles the colors start to blend, until everyone's painted the same.
We all play a guessing game, in this masquerade. - Jackie Kimball 2006
If there's one thing that wears on me in life, it's this game we all seem to play of masquerade. We put on these hideously designed masks of pure lies and self-hardened expressions. It's so painful and empty, and there's no contrast to our emotions. We are not cookie cutter people. We have been individually molded to be apart, but as one. Think about when you get a paper cut on your finger, you slap a band-aid over it and go on with your day; but it's so uncomfortable and distracting to wear. It's easier to leave the band-aid off, and use that finger more gently, and work with the others. Why is this not so in our lives?
Day in and day out, we call people friends. We are always running up to hear the story and give our advice, and while that's good, do you stop and think about that person after? How deep do you really take the words "I'll pray for you." when a friend says it to you, or you say it to them? Do your friends even REALLY know you? We need to share each-others burdens; Show mercy to another when we know they're going through hard times.
It's sad to me that people get so caught up in knowing the problems of everyone else's life, but don't spend time being part of the solution. There are hurting people among us, some who have stories they're afraid to share and be judged about. They don't need your sympathy, they need your compassion.. spend time listening and offering advice, but when you go home remember them. You can spew out words that make them feel encouraged, but when you're done speaking, remember them. Remember them and take time to let them know and more importantly be an intercessor for them. Take your needs to the cross, take theirs too.
I feel like we think we're all supposed to have these fairy-tale lives, and it's simply not true. Everyone one of us has a personality flaw, or financial problems or just life troubles in general. But God's words commands us to lay our burdens at His feet. Why should we act as if we don't "need" to do that? We should be so grateful to have a God who is willing to acknowledge us, and take our sorrow and fears. We need to kill our pride, and wash ourselves from this game of "perfect world" and just be real. Don't wallow in self-pity, but ask your friends to pray for you.. and pray for them as well.
Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. If anyone thinks they are something when they are not, they deceive themselves. Each one should test their own actions. Then they can take pride in themselves alone, without comparing themselves to someone else, for each one should carry their own load. Nevertheless, the one who receives instruction in the word should share all good things with their instructor.- Galatians 6:2-6
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Putting it before Him, or laying it before Him?
Throughout our lives we question why certain aspect of our lives have gone awry, or haven't happened at all. Why has this happened for so and so, but not for me? We wait and writhe in the misery of feeling defeated, and feeling "it will never happen". For some, it's financially, relationship wise or a multitude of other things that are important to us. We forget that it's His timing, not ours. He has our best interest at heart, He see the whole picture. I believe in some cases, it's a result of sin by or or against us.. for finances it could be spending issues, in case of relationship it would be trust issues, whatever it may be. Then there are times we just feel stuck. What about those times?
In the book of Exodus, we learn about our God in a different light.. He is jealous for us. You must worship no other gods, for the Lord, whose very name is Jealous, is a God who is jealous about his relationship with you.- Exodus 34:14 Have the very things you've been waiting for become "god" in your life? Do you find yourself living for this object, person or aspiration? Does it consume your thoughts, and make you thirsty for just a sip?
I have found myself sinking in to daydreams and planning for things that aren't even reality yet. While it's okay to dream and think about "one day", it is poisonous to let it consume you. It's a dangerous thing when you approach the line of putting this aspiration or desire between you and Him. You can be sure that He will remove it to get to you, and some times it means destruction. Be careful of the things you long for, they may be the very thing making the road longer. Be aware of your weaknesses, and resist temptations. Keep in mind the words in Jeremiah (29:11) "For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."
I am a dreamer, I love nothing than to think about the future and the things I hope to accomplish in life. Everyone needs a dream to make a reality, but dreams can become a curse when you long for them to happen, instead of taking action. How can I expect to see the directions and provision God is giving me, if I am building a statue blocking my vision? We all need to step back from the things we hope for and ask ourselves "Am I PUTTING it before Him, or LAYING it before Him?"
Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and He will give you everything you need.- Luke 12:31
In the book of Exodus, we learn about our God in a different light.. He is jealous for us. You must worship no other gods, for the Lord, whose very name is Jealous, is a God who is jealous about his relationship with you.- Exodus 34:14 Have the very things you've been waiting for become "god" in your life? Do you find yourself living for this object, person or aspiration? Does it consume your thoughts, and make you thirsty for just a sip?
I have found myself sinking in to daydreams and planning for things that aren't even reality yet. While it's okay to dream and think about "one day", it is poisonous to let it consume you. It's a dangerous thing when you approach the line of putting this aspiration or desire between you and Him. You can be sure that He will remove it to get to you, and some times it means destruction. Be careful of the things you long for, they may be the very thing making the road longer. Be aware of your weaknesses, and resist temptations. Keep in mind the words in Jeremiah (29:11) "For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."
I am a dreamer, I love nothing than to think about the future and the things I hope to accomplish in life. Everyone needs a dream to make a reality, but dreams can become a curse when you long for them to happen, instead of taking action. How can I expect to see the directions and provision God is giving me, if I am building a statue blocking my vision? We all need to step back from the things we hope for and ask ourselves "Am I PUTTING it before Him, or LAYING it before Him?"
Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and He will give you everything you need.- Luke 12:31
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
"Play date" with Jesus
I never thought I would cry over a child pretending.. but when your son pretends he is watching Jesus on the cross, and he is on the verge of tears himself, it does some thing to your heart.
Kai and Alyssa were playing quietly in the living room, when Kai picked up a piece of paper and pretended to read it. He turns to his cousin and says "Lyssa! We have to go to the Kingdom! It's far far away." I immediately thought he got it from the movie Shrek 2. So off they went into the" Kingdom", which just so happens to reside in my kitchen. I hear him whispering, and asked him what they were doing (it's a mom thing) he told me "shhh we're hiding in the Kingdom". Assured that they weren't trying to escape, I sat back and just listened from the other room. I heard Kai whisper "see? see the angel lyssa?" Then a few moments later he whispered "let's find Jesus.." So they walk slowly in the living room in search of Jesus. Malakai then changed the story saying, "Look! There's Jesus! He's up there on the cross! That guy's gonna hurt him.." While Alyssa lost interest being the younger one, Kai turned to me and said "Look mommy! Jesus is on the cross!" As he told me, his eyes filled with tears, that he tried to smile away. He started to rub his eyes and walk over for a hug. Of course I reminded him of the rest of the story as he walked over.. and he joyfully told Alyssa "Look! He's alive!" He told me that Jesus was going up to Heaven, and pretend to wave and say good-bye. Then he asked Jesus "Can I go with you??" and pretended to hold Jesus' hand and took Alyssa's hand and they walked together to "the Kingdom".
I wanted to share this because it's amazing to me that Jesus gives us ALL understanding. He knows exactly how our minds work.. He can give wisdom and understanding even to a child. The message of salvation is so simple.. He makes it so easy and we complicate it with fear. Fear to share, and fear to believe.. all He asks is we acknowledge Him and ask for forgiveness. Why is it so hard to explain as adults, when a child can play it out? I pray that I can truly acquire a child-like faith. What an awesome thing to see your son "play" with Jesus :)
Psalm 116:5-7
5 How kind the Lord is! How good he is!
So merciful, this God of ours!
6 The Lord protects those of childlike faith;
I was facing death, and he saved me.
7 Let my soul be at rest again,
for the Lord has been good to me.
So merciful, this God of ours!
6 The Lord protects those of childlike faith;
I was facing death, and he saved me.
7 Let my soul be at rest again,
for the Lord has been good to me.
Monday, May 2, 2011
My thoughts on Bin Laden..
We have defeated a great enemy, are you rejoicing?
I began to but like other friends of mine, a lot of thoughts went through my mind. First off, is this a hoax for political gain? Seeing as how it's the headline around the world, I'm going to say no it's not a hoax. It's hard to trust the media, but even though I don't care for him as a President, I don't think Obama is foolish enough to hit a new low and announce such a sensitive subject for our country, without cold hard facts.
Next I thought, am I wrong to rejoice with my country? I don't think God rejoices in seeing men fight each other, or seeing a man die without knowing Him. However, I don't think He is against war.. He himself ordered Israelites to go to war against other nations. He used war more than once to dissolve powerful leaders, and as awful a person he was, Bin Laden was powerful. I also thought about in the book of Exodus, and how God Himself allowed Pharaoh's heart to harden. Am I saying God allowed Bin Laden's heart to harden? Not necessarily. Maybe Bin Laden never heard of Jesus? The fact is we will never know. But God took Pharoah from the face of the earth with a hard heart, he needed to be removed in order for other things to take place.
"And once again I will harden Pharaoh’s heart, and he will chase after you. I have planned this in order to display my glory through Pharaoh and his whole army. After this the Egyptians will know that I am the Lord!” So the Israelites camped there as they were told.- Exodus 14:4
Lastly, what is going to happen now?? We aren't sure, and it is worrisome. I've decided to do nothing but follow His word on this one. If we sit here and think of all the possibilities, good and bad we will drive ourselves mad! I pray for all the muslims in our country, that they won't have to face discriminatory remarks and stereotypes like after 9/11. The more we worry, the more chance for skepticism and with that I believe we nurture the beginnings of hatred. "
So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today."- Matthew 6:34
I can't speak for you, but I know I will be rejoicing with my country. Not because a man has died, but because as a nation under God, we have been able to conquer! Remember David and Goliath.. Israel and Judah rejoiced in their victory, and though Bin Laden wasn't physically a giant.. he was a powerful giant as a leader. Our God is greater, and stronger.. and though it is sad to see souls die without knowing Christ.. we are not wrong in my opinion, to rejoice in conquering a giant!
1 Samuel 17:51-54
When the Philistines saw that their champion was dead, they turned and ran. 52 Then the men of Israel and Judah gave a great shout of triumph and rushed after the Philistines, chasing them as far as Gath and the gates of Ekron. The bodies of the dead and wounded Philistines were strewn all along the road from Shaaraim, as far as Gath and Ekron. 53 Then the Israelite army returned and plundered the deserted Philistine camp. 54 (David took the Philistine’s head to Jerusalem, but he stored the man’s armor in his own tent.)
God Bless America and thank you to our troops for defending us!
I began to but like other friends of mine, a lot of thoughts went through my mind. First off, is this a hoax for political gain? Seeing as how it's the headline around the world, I'm going to say no it's not a hoax. It's hard to trust the media, but even though I don't care for him as a President, I don't think Obama is foolish enough to hit a new low and announce such a sensitive subject for our country, without cold hard facts.
Next I thought, am I wrong to rejoice with my country? I don't think God rejoices in seeing men fight each other, or seeing a man die without knowing Him. However, I don't think He is against war.. He himself ordered Israelites to go to war against other nations. He used war more than once to dissolve powerful leaders, and as awful a person he was, Bin Laden was powerful. I also thought about in the book of Exodus, and how God Himself allowed Pharaoh's heart to harden. Am I saying God allowed Bin Laden's heart to harden? Not necessarily. Maybe Bin Laden never heard of Jesus? The fact is we will never know. But God took Pharoah from the face of the earth with a hard heart, he needed to be removed in order for other things to take place.
"And once again I will harden Pharaoh’s heart, and he will chase after you. I have planned this in order to display my glory through Pharaoh and his whole army. After this the Egyptians will know that I am the Lord!” So the Israelites camped there as they were told.- Exodus 14:4
Lastly, what is going to happen now?? We aren't sure, and it is worrisome. I've decided to do nothing but follow His word on this one. If we sit here and think of all the possibilities, good and bad we will drive ourselves mad! I pray for all the muslims in our country, that they won't have to face discriminatory remarks and stereotypes like after 9/11. The more we worry, the more chance for skepticism and with that I believe we nurture the beginnings of hatred. "
So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today."- Matthew 6:34
I can't speak for you, but I know I will be rejoicing with my country. Not because a man has died, but because as a nation under God, we have been able to conquer! Remember David and Goliath.. Israel and Judah rejoiced in their victory, and though Bin Laden wasn't physically a giant.. he was a powerful giant as a leader. Our God is greater, and stronger.. and though it is sad to see souls die without knowing Christ.. we are not wrong in my opinion, to rejoice in conquering a giant!
1 Samuel 17:51-54
When the Philistines saw that their champion was dead, they turned and ran. 52 Then the men of Israel and Judah gave a great shout of triumph and rushed after the Philistines, chasing them as far as Gath and the gates of Ekron. The bodies of the dead and wounded Philistines were strewn all along the road from Shaaraim, as far as Gath and Ekron. 53 Then the Israelite army returned and plundered the deserted Philistine camp. 54 (David took the Philistine’s head to Jerusalem, but he stored the man’s armor in his own tent.)
God Bless America and thank you to our troops for defending us!
Monday, April 25, 2011
Nothing is impossible
Jesus looked at them intently and said, “Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But not with God. Everything is possible with God.” - Mark 10:27
There have been many things in my life that I have deemed impossible. Over and over I think and say "I can't do it" or "that will never happen". I'm not normally a pessimistic person, but there are some dreams I give up on because I attempt to pull my "dreamer" mentality into a "realist" mentality. I don't know if that's necessarily a good thing. If I put limits on the things I am passionate about or would like to see happen, then maybe I am putting limits on God?
I believe we are all made in accordance to His perfect will. I believe that He works miracles as means to encourage us, to remind us He is still a living God. I believe if He calls, He will equip. But I also believe we all come across our equipment in different ways, and always at the perfect time! Our equipment can be anything we need to further His kingdom in the way He has required us. For some, it's a life-changing miracle (or maybe many!) for some it's finances and for others it may be people to keep us accountable. There are so many ways God can equip us. I also believe He allows us to go through situations, to allow a little bit of breaking down so He can build us up into some thing better.
These things in my life I thought I "let die" and gave up dreaming about, I have felt God digging out of me. It's like watching a child put a puzzle together, and not finishing it because it's too hard. God is telling me to pick up the pieces and continue trying. It may take me a week, a year, the rest of my life.. but I know I don't want to miss out and be left with a missing piece in the beautiful life He has blessed me with! It's not always going to be easy, and we're not always handed the things we need.. but we are blessed with abundance as we work in our obedience. No where in the word does it say He is the God of the easy.. but it does say He is the God of the impossible!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Grace
Sin is no longer your master, for you no longer live under the requirements of the law. Instead, you live under the freedom of God’s grace.- Romans 6:14
When I was a new Christian, there were things I didn't quite understand. Some things I have yet to find answers for, and others more simple as defining a word. When I was younger, the only time I would hear the word "grace" pertaining to God was when we would say grace at the table. Knowing what the term means now, I wonder how the term "give grace to God" ever came about? What is grace you ask? A pardon.
Grace. A pardon. A pardon for our incompetence, for our unworthy souls that we can be made clean, made whole. A pardon to wipe away every stain, and smooth out every wrinkle. What a God we serve, to give us His son as a sacrifice, to conquer death just to pardon us! His grace is more than enough.. if I can accomplish dying to self, and accepting His grace, yet have accomplished nothing else in my life, I would still leave this world so rich and so blessed.
God grace is greater than our sin... it has to be, otherwise it couldn't cover our sin. God's grace is beyond our wildest imagination, bigger than we can think. We can never give grace like God. We are made in His image and maybe not to the magnitude that He has given to us, we are in fact capable of bestowing grace to one another. A pardon, for wrongs done against us by a neighbor. I don't think we can fully embrace our pardon, our God given grace, until we learn to bestow it on others. What a sad thing it would be for us to not fully know His grace because we cannot practice it ourselves.
Maybe God is prodding you to share some grace with some one who has wronged you? Or maybe you need to ask for some one to pardon you for some thing you have done? We have been pardoned for so much more, in a much more brutal and shameful way. Is your pride really that important?
When we ask for His forgiveness and in that recognize He gave graciously, so we can receive the grace we need, we are saved. We are saved, we are cleaned of every wrong we have done against Him. It doesn't mean we will never hurt, or never endure hardships it means there is NOTHING in between you and our Heavenly Father. You are His beloved, His perfect creation and He will move Heaven and Earth to come find you. Feel free to email me if you would like to talk more about this, or want me to pray with you. jackie.kimball@yahoo.com
A good way to start is by reading the book of John.
Be blessed!
When I was a new Christian, there were things I didn't quite understand. Some things I have yet to find answers for, and others more simple as defining a word. When I was younger, the only time I would hear the word "grace" pertaining to God was when we would say grace at the table. Knowing what the term means now, I wonder how the term "give grace to God" ever came about? What is grace you ask? A pardon.
Grace. A pardon. A pardon for our incompetence, for our unworthy souls that we can be made clean, made whole. A pardon to wipe away every stain, and smooth out every wrinkle. What a God we serve, to give us His son as a sacrifice, to conquer death just to pardon us! His grace is more than enough.. if I can accomplish dying to self, and accepting His grace, yet have accomplished nothing else in my life, I would still leave this world so rich and so blessed.
God grace is greater than our sin... it has to be, otherwise it couldn't cover our sin. God's grace is beyond our wildest imagination, bigger than we can think. We can never give grace like God. We are made in His image and maybe not to the magnitude that He has given to us, we are in fact capable of bestowing grace to one another. A pardon, for wrongs done against us by a neighbor. I don't think we can fully embrace our pardon, our God given grace, until we learn to bestow it on others. What a sad thing it would be for us to not fully know His grace because we cannot practice it ourselves.
Maybe God is prodding you to share some grace with some one who has wronged you? Or maybe you need to ask for some one to pardon you for some thing you have done? We have been pardoned for so much more, in a much more brutal and shameful way. Is your pride really that important?
When we ask for His forgiveness and in that recognize He gave graciously, so we can receive the grace we need, we are saved. We are saved, we are cleaned of every wrong we have done against Him. It doesn't mean we will never hurt, or never endure hardships it means there is NOTHING in between you and our Heavenly Father. You are His beloved, His perfect creation and He will move Heaven and Earth to come find you. Feel free to email me if you would like to talk more about this, or want me to pray with you. jackie.kimball@yahoo.com
A good way to start is by reading the book of John.
Be blessed!
Monday, April 4, 2011
Keep walking
The desert place, we've all been there and will go through them for as long as we live. We all cross bridges, we all go through seasons, it's part of life. The tougher places in life that seem so barren and forlorn are not as desolate as they may seem. They are a place of beauty in their own way, they're the times we can do nothing BUT rely on Jesus to rescue us. We wrestle back and fourth till we are so worn out emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. In these times, what else can we do but cry out to Him? In these times He has you right where He wants you.
We are always encouraged to keep our eyes on Him, to just keep pressing on. The dryness and weariness try and weigh us down, and pull our focus off of Him. We start seeing the oasis, and ponder if we should just rest there until we can press on. We're tempted to just give up and set up camp. Do we realize how truly dangerous this is? Where else is the oasis located, but in the middle of the desert? It is part of the desert, and though it may be appealing and full of fresh springs and vegetation, how long will it be until we become prey to the wild beasts who are also hungry? We hear it in our hearts, that still small voice telling us to press on, to keep our eyes on Him. In fact we cannot press on unless our focus is fully on Him. We would die there in the desert.
Our walk with God is full of many seasons, climates and different lands. Everything around us is constantly changing and growing and decaying. Still He remains the same. Have you ever compared pictures of the moon from around the world? It's the same moon, but depending on where you are standing, it can look a little different. It's the same with God. As we continue walking and seeking to know Him more, our view will change, but He never will!
6 “I am the Lord, and I do not change. That is why you descendants of Jacob are not already destroyed. 7Ever since the days of your ancestors, you have scorned my decrees and failed to obey them. Now return to me, and I will return to you,” says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies- Malachai 3:6&7
We are always encouraged to keep our eyes on Him, to just keep pressing on. The dryness and weariness try and weigh us down, and pull our focus off of Him. We start seeing the oasis, and ponder if we should just rest there until we can press on. We're tempted to just give up and set up camp. Do we realize how truly dangerous this is? Where else is the oasis located, but in the middle of the desert? It is part of the desert, and though it may be appealing and full of fresh springs and vegetation, how long will it be until we become prey to the wild beasts who are also hungry? We hear it in our hearts, that still small voice telling us to press on, to keep our eyes on Him. In fact we cannot press on unless our focus is fully on Him. We would die there in the desert.
Our walk with God is full of many seasons, climates and different lands. Everything around us is constantly changing and growing and decaying. Still He remains the same. Have you ever compared pictures of the moon from around the world? It's the same moon, but depending on where you are standing, it can look a little different. It's the same with God. As we continue walking and seeking to know Him more, our view will change, but He never will!
6 “I am the Lord, and I do not change. That is why you descendants of Jacob are not already destroyed. 7Ever since the days of your ancestors, you have scorned my decrees and failed to obey them. Now return to me, and I will return to you,” says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies- Malachai 3:6&7
Thursday, March 24, 2011
What can we do? LOVE.
12 “And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God require of you? He requires only that you fear the Lord your God, and live in a way that pleases him, and love him and serve him with all your heart and soul. 13And you must always obey the Lord’s commands and decrees that I am giving you today for your own good.
What do I do? What do I say? How can I pray?
These are questions we all ask ourselves. There will always be unexplainable events that occur, and we know there is an unforeseen purpose for them; but it doesn't change the fact we feel helpless and discouraged. We do all we can to gather information, to gain understanding because we want to help fix it. Fact: GOD DOES NOT NEED OUR HELP, we need His!
God uses us, but He doesn't need to. He can work in hearts, and call people from the desert place all on His own. But He is so giving, and so humble that He shares His works with us, by using us as tools. As tools, we need to be sharpened and cleaned. We need to be oiled, welded and some times we break and need to be fixed. Above all, we cannot be used without an operator. Without Him, we are just laying around collecting dust.
If we refuse to be used, He will press on and He will find another tool who is willing. This doesn't mean it will have the same affect on the project He is trying to use you for. (Think about times when you've used a butter knife to unscrew something, it did the job, but wouldn't it have been a little different if you used a straight edge?) Either way, He will get the job done.
We all have times when our turn to be used on a project hasn't come yet, and we're still hanging out in the tool belt. If we don't have a project, why are we there? What do we do?
Jesus said this:
16 You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name. 17 This is my command: Love each other.
Love each other. That's it. Pray with and for each other. Encourage each other. Fellowship with each other. Whether we're being used one by one, or thousand by thousand.. towns apart or nations apart. LOVE each other. Is that so much to ask from a Lord who loves such an unworthy creation as us?
Let us love and move forward with acts of love. That's what He commands us to do.
14 “Look, the highest heavens and the earth and everything in it all belong to the Lord your God. 15 Yet the Lord chose your ancestors as the objects of his love. And he chose you, their descendants, above all other nations, as is evident today. 16 Therefore, change your hearts and stop being stubborn.- Deuteronomy 10:12-16 NLT
What do I do? What do I say? How can I pray?
These are questions we all ask ourselves. There will always be unexplainable events that occur, and we know there is an unforeseen purpose for them; but it doesn't change the fact we feel helpless and discouraged. We do all we can to gather information, to gain understanding because we want to help fix it. Fact: GOD DOES NOT NEED OUR HELP, we need His!
God uses us, but He doesn't need to. He can work in hearts, and call people from the desert place all on His own. But He is so giving, and so humble that He shares His works with us, by using us as tools. As tools, we need to be sharpened and cleaned. We need to be oiled, welded and some times we break and need to be fixed. Above all, we cannot be used without an operator. Without Him, we are just laying around collecting dust.
If we refuse to be used, He will press on and He will find another tool who is willing. This doesn't mean it will have the same affect on the project He is trying to use you for. (Think about times when you've used a butter knife to unscrew something, it did the job, but wouldn't it have been a little different if you used a straight edge?) Either way, He will get the job done.
We all have times when our turn to be used on a project hasn't come yet, and we're still hanging out in the tool belt. If we don't have a project, why are we there? What do we do?
Jesus said this:
16 You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name. 17 This is my command: Love each other.
Love each other. That's it. Pray with and for each other. Encourage each other. Fellowship with each other. Whether we're being used one by one, or thousand by thousand.. towns apart or nations apart. LOVE each other. Is that so much to ask from a Lord who loves such an unworthy creation as us?
Let us love and move forward with acts of love. That's what He commands us to do.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Trembles at His Voice
The fish in the sea, the birds in the sky, the beasts of the field, every creature that moves along the ground, and all the people on the face of the earth will tremble at my presence. The mountains will be overturned, the cliffs will crumble and every wall will fall to the ground.- Ezekiel 38:20
The highest mass we know, the largest thing we can stand next to, a mountain can be easily moved by Him. This really puts me in a state of aw, in thinking if our God can move a mountain with His voice alone.. He must be ENORMOUS! Even beyond that, the earth.. the galaxy, the WHOLE universe fits in His hand. WOW. I'm not a scientist, but I'm pretty positive that we as humans don't even know how big the universe really is.
Isn't it amazing to think that God is so BIG and powerful, He can bring the earth, the universe to ruins with the sound of His voice? I wonder if this is why He speaks to us in that "still, small voice", maybe if He spoke out loud it would destroy us? I have lately been thinking on how BIG He is.. and it's impossible to wrap my mind around.
Thinking on that, it makes me wonder if we could fathom the depths of His love, would it destroy us completely? I don't think we could hold such an affection, I think we would physically disintegrate trying to understand it all that we'd become dust.
Sometimes I can't help but wonder if the natural disasters are a result of God speaking to us in a tone that is not still and small. I think of the events that have occurred this year already, with fish dying in mass quantity, and birds falling from the sky. I don't think of it as God's wrath or God is punishing humans, b/c I don't think there is a perfect nation out there and I don't think God would just pick one. But it seems there's an uproar on this earth, and I can't help but wonder if God is speaking to nations. Has He spoken and the earth trembled at His voice? Was this a plea for us to wake up from our slumber and turn our focus to Him, that we may be still and know that He is a living God who still sits on the throne? These are just my thoughts, things that I have been pondering.
Lord, I pray these hardships we are facing all over the world, as a human race, are able to be used to glorify You. I pray that You work miracles greater than any of us have witnessed in our time. Lord, let your mercy reign down, hear our cries for help as part of your creation. Let us not treasure things that can fall and be shaken, but lift up Your name and stand firm in Your promises. To You be all the glory forever! Amen.
25 See to it that you do not refuse him who speaks. If they did not escape when they refused him who warned them on earth, how much less will we, if we turn away from him who warns us from heaven? 26 At that time his voice shook the earth, but now he has promised, “Once more I will shake not only the earth but also the heavens.” 27 The words “once more” indicate the removing of what can be shaken—that is, created things—so that what cannot be shaken may remain.28 Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, 29 for our “God is a consuming fire.”
The highest mass we know, the largest thing we can stand next to, a mountain can be easily moved by Him. This really puts me in a state of aw, in thinking if our God can move a mountain with His voice alone.. He must be ENORMOUS! Even beyond that, the earth.. the galaxy, the WHOLE universe fits in His hand. WOW. I'm not a scientist, but I'm pretty positive that we as humans don't even know how big the universe really is.
Isn't it amazing to think that God is so BIG and powerful, He can bring the earth, the universe to ruins with the sound of His voice? I wonder if this is why He speaks to us in that "still, small voice", maybe if He spoke out loud it would destroy us? I have lately been thinking on how BIG He is.. and it's impossible to wrap my mind around.
Thinking on that, it makes me wonder if we could fathom the depths of His love, would it destroy us completely? I don't think we could hold such an affection, I think we would physically disintegrate trying to understand it all that we'd become dust.
Sometimes I can't help but wonder if the natural disasters are a result of God speaking to us in a tone that is not still and small. I think of the events that have occurred this year already, with fish dying in mass quantity, and birds falling from the sky. I don't think of it as God's wrath or God is punishing humans, b/c I don't think there is a perfect nation out there and I don't think God would just pick one. But it seems there's an uproar on this earth, and I can't help but wonder if God is speaking to nations. Has He spoken and the earth trembled at His voice? Was this a plea for us to wake up from our slumber and turn our focus to Him, that we may be still and know that He is a living God who still sits on the throne? These are just my thoughts, things that I have been pondering.
Lord, I pray these hardships we are facing all over the world, as a human race, are able to be used to glorify You. I pray that You work miracles greater than any of us have witnessed in our time. Lord, let your mercy reign down, hear our cries for help as part of your creation. Let us not treasure things that can fall and be shaken, but lift up Your name and stand firm in Your promises. To You be all the glory forever! Amen.
25 See to it that you do not refuse him who speaks. If they did not escape when they refused him who warned them on earth, how much less will we, if we turn away from him who warns us from heaven? 26 At that time his voice shook the earth, but now he has promised, “Once more I will shake not only the earth but also the heavens.” 27 The words “once more” indicate the removing of what can be shaken—that is, created things—so that what cannot be shaken may remain.28 Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, 29 for our “God is a consuming fire.”
Monday, March 14, 2011
“For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.” 2 Peter 1:5-8
This process is essential in ministry. We all have times where we fail to add one without the other. In my experience, knowledge without goodness is harmful and wages war, one against another. We are called to be GOOD first, and then knowledgeable. Why? Our knowledge should be used to guide, encourage and do what we're called to do, minister to one another and the world. We need to be good in our ways and our judgement, to know when and how to use our knowledge and not to just ramble off meaningless words.
"Teach me knowledge and good judgment, for I trust your commands."- Psalm 119:66
We are called to practice self-control, before perseverance. Perseverance without self-control, proves more often than not, to be an act of fools. Perseverance can lead to destruction without having some restraints and can result in turning people away from Christ rather than leading them to Him. Doesn't a farmer water the seeds he has sown in some sort of regulation? "May the Lord direct your hearts into God’s love and Christ’s perseverance." - 2 Thessalonians 3:5
This next one may be the most dangerous, godliness without first having perseverance can lead to not only downfalls in your ministry, but a detour in your walk with God. If you look up godliness the definition will say: "Having great reverence for God" We need to revere God at ALL times, not just when we feel like it's right for us. I believe these things done out of order, can lead to the dreaded double life, which we are warned not to have. Maybe this is when some of us forgot to fear the Lord? 6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain. 7 For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it."- 1 Timothy 6:5-7
Then comes the most important. If we persevere to revere Him, we will grow a mutual affection for Him and for the things and people He loves. We cannot expect to love on our own accord, for loving who God loves is only gained through our reverence and affection for Him. We need to do this, to see people and situations through His eyes. To Love is the most important command God gives us. It's what makes us different, it's what makes us a testimony of His love. "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." 1 Corinthians 13:13
In times of trial, and sorrow; joy and exuberance, we should give thanks and praise. For HE desires us to be with Him, and though we should be secure in that, we should not be comfortable. We should be forever grateful and seek to serve Him all our days in humility. We should always be searching of ways to know Him more, so we can effectively do what He calls us to do!
Blessings :)
This process is essential in ministry. We all have times where we fail to add one without the other. In my experience, knowledge without goodness is harmful and wages war, one against another. We are called to be GOOD first, and then knowledgeable. Why? Our knowledge should be used to guide, encourage and do what we're called to do, minister to one another and the world. We need to be good in our ways and our judgement, to know when and how to use our knowledge and not to just ramble off meaningless words.
"Teach me knowledge and good judgment, for I trust your commands."- Psalm 119:66
We are called to practice self-control, before perseverance. Perseverance without self-control, proves more often than not, to be an act of fools. Perseverance can lead to destruction without having some restraints and can result in turning people away from Christ rather than leading them to Him. Doesn't a farmer water the seeds he has sown in some sort of regulation? "May the Lord direct your hearts into God’s love and Christ’s perseverance." - 2 Thessalonians 3:5
This next one may be the most dangerous, godliness without first having perseverance can lead to not only downfalls in your ministry, but a detour in your walk with God. If you look up godliness the definition will say: "Having great reverence for God" We need to revere God at ALL times, not just when we feel like it's right for us. I believe these things done out of order, can lead to the dreaded double life, which we are warned not to have. Maybe this is when some of us forgot to fear the Lord? 6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain. 7 For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it."- 1 Timothy 6:5-7
Then comes the most important. If we persevere to revere Him, we will grow a mutual affection for Him and for the things and people He loves. We cannot expect to love on our own accord, for loving who God loves is only gained through our reverence and affection for Him. We need to do this, to see people and situations through His eyes. To Love is the most important command God gives us. It's what makes us different, it's what makes us a testimony of His love. "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." 1 Corinthians 13:13
In times of trial, and sorrow; joy and exuberance, we should give thanks and praise. For HE desires us to be with Him, and though we should be secure in that, we should not be comfortable. We should be forever grateful and seek to serve Him all our days in humility. We should always be searching of ways to know Him more, so we can effectively do what He calls us to do!
Blessings :)
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Where do we go?
Where do we go from here?
When the damage has been done, we cannot undo it. It's like having an exposed wound.. it's painful and unattractive and hard to look at. But without the proper care, this wound can become infected, and the infection can eat our flesh and poison our blood. It's time we heal.
From this point on, let us work together in nursing this wound. Let us use our gifts in acts of love.. which are like medication and bandages to our body. We will one again become whole, but like a healing wound, it's going to take time. I'm so thankful we have the best physician there is!
I pray we all put down our weapons and fall to our knees. On the outside and inside. I pray the healing power of Christ over our church family. I believe God heals in ALL situations, physical, mental, spiritual and emotional. It's not going to be a smooth road, but it's a step in the right direction in salvaging what is left and rebuilding. It's a new day, let's us rejoice for GOD has made it!
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.- 1 Peter 5:10
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Fighting a revengeful spirit
18 If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 19 Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. 20 On the contrary:
“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” -Romans 12:18-20
These words are so difficult to live by especially when you've been hurt or have seen loved ones hurt. But the Lord commands us to love one another, and pray for our enemies. I've always tried to see the good in everything, and everyone. If I dislike someone (which isn't a common thing), I pray about it and then pick out the traits I like about them. It helps to connect with the traits and interests to find common ground and keep the peace. But, I'll admit.. I find myself really struggling with that this week. I see people being so two-faced and fake, it's doesn't break my heart.. it makes me furious!
I've never understood, or been a fan of speaking love to someone's face, and cursing them behind there back. It makes it even more infuriating to watch them perform this in public, and knowing what's behind their mask. To add to the fury, they walk around calling themselves a CHRISTIAN. How can you give yourself that title that is such a privilege to have, and HATE your own brother or sister? Didn't Jesus even reach out first to the Jews, then to the Gentiles? If you cannot forgive and love your brother/sister in Christ, how can you even begin to think you will be effective in showing His love to the world?
We read in 2 Corinthians 2:5-11 as Paul writes:
5 If anyone has caused grief, he has not so much grieved me as he has grieved all of you to some extent—not to put it too severely. 6 The punishment inflicted on him by the majority is sufficient. 7 Now instead, you ought to forgive and comfort him, so that he will not be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow. 8 I urge you, therefore, to reaffirm your love for him. 9 Another reason I wrote you was to see if you would stand the test and be obedient in everything. 10Anyone you forgive, I also forgive. And what I have forgiven—if there was anything to forgive—I have forgiven in the sight of Christ for your sake, 11 in order that Satan might not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes.
We need to wake up and see it all for what it really is. Satan is out to destroy, and if he can't do that from the outside, he will work it from the inside. Brother against brother isn't anything but a plot being whispered in the ears of the weak. The enemy isn't a simpleton, he knows our downfalls better than we do.. but it is in our power to overcome those downfalls through Christ. How can we avoid falling into his plot? By being on guard. If you're comfortable, you're not on guard. If you're walking a double life, you're not on guard. It's time to man up, put on the armor of God and continually train yourself up for war against the enemy. This is what we are CALLED to do, live a life in fear of the Lord and walk in a way that believers and non-believers alike can learn from.
Lord, forgive me that I allow my flesh to step in and get the best of me. Help me to love, forgive and not let bitterness hinder the good work you have begun in me. I pray this prayer for me, and my brothers and sisters as well. Help us all to cling to your word, and not look to the left or right.. but to always keep our eyes on the hills. Your will be done in all things I pray. In your name, Amen.
“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” -Romans 12:18-20
These words are so difficult to live by especially when you've been hurt or have seen loved ones hurt. But the Lord commands us to love one another, and pray for our enemies. I've always tried to see the good in everything, and everyone. If I dislike someone (which isn't a common thing), I pray about it and then pick out the traits I like about them. It helps to connect with the traits and interests to find common ground and keep the peace. But, I'll admit.. I find myself really struggling with that this week. I see people being so two-faced and fake, it's doesn't break my heart.. it makes me furious!
I've never understood, or been a fan of speaking love to someone's face, and cursing them behind there back. It makes it even more infuriating to watch them perform this in public, and knowing what's behind their mask. To add to the fury, they walk around calling themselves a CHRISTIAN. How can you give yourself that title that is such a privilege to have, and HATE your own brother or sister? Didn't Jesus even reach out first to the Jews, then to the Gentiles? If you cannot forgive and love your brother/sister in Christ, how can you even begin to think you will be effective in showing His love to the world?
We read in 2 Corinthians 2:5-11 as Paul writes:
5 If anyone has caused grief, he has not so much grieved me as he has grieved all of you to some extent—not to put it too severely. 6 The punishment inflicted on him by the majority is sufficient. 7 Now instead, you ought to forgive and comfort him, so that he will not be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow. 8 I urge you, therefore, to reaffirm your love for him. 9 Another reason I wrote you was to see if you would stand the test and be obedient in everything. 10Anyone you forgive, I also forgive. And what I have forgiven—if there was anything to forgive—I have forgiven in the sight of Christ for your sake, 11 in order that Satan might not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes.
We need to wake up and see it all for what it really is. Satan is out to destroy, and if he can't do that from the outside, he will work it from the inside. Brother against brother isn't anything but a plot being whispered in the ears of the weak. The enemy isn't a simpleton, he knows our downfalls better than we do.. but it is in our power to overcome those downfalls through Christ. How can we avoid falling into his plot? By being on guard. If you're comfortable, you're not on guard. If you're walking a double life, you're not on guard. It's time to man up, put on the armor of God and continually train yourself up for war against the enemy. This is what we are CALLED to do, live a life in fear of the Lord and walk in a way that believers and non-believers alike can learn from.
Lord, forgive me that I allow my flesh to step in and get the best of me. Help me to love, forgive and not let bitterness hinder the good work you have begun in me. I pray this prayer for me, and my brothers and sisters as well. Help us all to cling to your word, and not look to the left or right.. but to always keep our eyes on the hills. Your will be done in all things I pray. In your name, Amen.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Rescue
9 if this is so, then the Lord knows how to rescue the godly from trials and to hold the unrighteous for punishment on the day of judgment. 10 This is especially true of those who follow the corrupt desire of the flesh and despise authority.- 2 Peter 2:9-10
I believe we will overcome in the name of the Lord. I believe He has plans greater than ours. I believe He is working in ways we cannot see, or hear, or fathom. I believe He is the rock, a firm foundation. I believe anything built on the foundation of men, will be destroyed. I believe in a God who is merciful, yet jealous. I believe He will have HIS way, even if it means dismissing ours. I believe He still loves us through our flaws. I believe He will bring justice and peace to His people.
We need to hold tight to His teachings and not be lead astray by foolishness and deceit. I am so thankful my Lord is a CONQUERER! It doesn't mean things will go my way, or I will understand His ways; but I trust He knows what is best. He will rescue His children who truly seek and fear Him.
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart;
do not depend on your own understanding.
6 Seek his will in all you do,
and he will show you which path to take.
7 Don’t be impressed with your own wisdom.
Instead, fear the Lord and turn away from evil.
8 Then you will have healing for your body
and strength for your bones. Proverbs 3:5-8
I believe we will overcome in the name of the Lord. I believe He has plans greater than ours. I believe He is working in ways we cannot see, or hear, or fathom. I believe He is the rock, a firm foundation. I believe anything built on the foundation of men, will be destroyed. I believe in a God who is merciful, yet jealous. I believe He will have HIS way, even if it means dismissing ours. I believe He still loves us through our flaws. I believe He will bring justice and peace to His people.
We need to hold tight to His teachings and not be lead astray by foolishness and deceit. I am so thankful my Lord is a CONQUERER! It doesn't mean things will go my way, or I will understand His ways; but I trust He knows what is best. He will rescue His children who truly seek and fear Him.
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart;
do not depend on your own understanding.
6 Seek his will in all you do,
and he will show you which path to take.
7 Don’t be impressed with your own wisdom.
Instead, fear the Lord and turn away from evil.
8 Then you will have healing for your body
and strength for your bones. Proverbs 3:5-8
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